Auto Pilot or self driving
Today’s self driving automobile:
Just cruising on auto pilot....
Some thoughts for today:
I‘m really not begging sympathy. Yes, I have been down (but not out) lately but not in complete dispirit. I feel like I am on ‘auto-pilot’. Something like one feels when losing a very close loved one to death. I know what it is like to lose the best parents & siblings. I cannot even imagine the feelings of a classmate of Sherry’s, who lost his wife a few years ago. He was lost. Then he found love again, now just a few years later, he is dispirited because this last love no longer knows him. She is now in a ‘lock down’ Alzheimer unit’. His and her doctors asked him not to visit her, he is too despondent and they are afraid his despondency will upset her more.
I only use those, as examples of autopilot. Our sons came over Sunday bringing dinner, it was a good visit. I know it was meant to boost spirits. It did of course, because it was good to see them. BUT I still felt like I was simply going thru the motions of life.
Car on auto pilot....
Please accept this verbiage for what it is, just chatter. I do not expect to remain in this state, and the blog is sort of an outlet. My jaw still aches constantly, NOT PAIN, just an ache. I am due to see the dentist Thursday. It is an appt to make a mold for the bridge, but I don’t think it is ready yet. I will let him decide or course. ‘Cause I know my Dr. says to me, “YOU ARE NO DOC-TR!” So I am sure this one will say “YOU ARE NO DENTIST!”
I will try to do better next time, but I ain’t promising nothing……. ;-)
PS: I just read this:
"Life's like a bird. It's cute until it poops on your head or windshield."
Hey, I just thought, one of those 'auto pilot' cars went crazy in Arizona. just sayin'