An infamous Frazer 1947, 6 cylinder. The Kaiser-Frasers didn't do too well on the market but were good cars. 47-53
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Thoughts today, I remember in some movie the good guy looks at the bad guy and says, "I am your worst nightmare!"
I have no obvious phobias. I have very little fear of heights, no fear of water, I handle tight enclosed places pretty well. Deadlines and appointments cause me some discomfort and I am always (99%) early.
I don't fear the law and try to stay within bounds, I do speed at times and that is usually to keep from getting run over.
I had NO fear of snakes or dogs, until I was actually bitten by both and realized, fear ain’t good, but RESPECT for possibilities is WISE.
I have been in some type of ‘maintenance’ much of my life. I will admit worrying about fixing a few ‘tough’ IBM machine problems, I did the jobs and I had created the fear myself, in my head.
I said all that to say this, I am not sure of the rest of the world, but JACK creates his OWN nightmares. My mind conjures up STUFF and I don’t seem to be able to control it. There were times when a grown son was late coming in or he is not where he had promised to be, my mind goes bonkers. I see him in jail, in a terrible wreck, or….. or …..
WAIT, I tell myself, you did this before and all was well. BUT I tell myownself, BUT it has happened one or two times it was WORSE than I imagined, REMEMBER???
I always thought my girl was a ROCK, she did not do this kind of stuff, but her shell cracked awhile back and I KNEW she was not immune.
If you have never retrieved a son from jail, or watched his car being towed or learned a son addicted, YOU ARE BLESSED.
I think I would rather have a fear of heights, snakes and water than have MY ADDICTION for creating ‘possible situations.’
Believe me, I pray. I believe. I also know worry is not productive (Sister Shirl used to say, “I am not worried, I am concerned”), I hope that is me. LOL
I really want to say, Que sera sera!
I have wonderful news that I am not imagining anything bad about. Jack Jr. has just finished a 40 day fast, has eaten no solid foods.
Majority of the time has been in the Sonoran Desert (about 2,000 miles from his home) praying and reading his Bible! He is not bragging, I am.