With not much going on here except work, I am finding it hard to make myself quit and do a journal entry. I love work when I feel like I am accomplishing something.
So I will take this time to thank each of you for your concerns and condolences during Ruth’s sickness and death.
1.. I am going to make an effort to see more to the friends and family.
2.. I am going to take better care of myself, slow down and smell the roses.
3.. I am not going to try to save for the rainy day. (Now I realize it has alreadybeen here, and I made it through, so I scrub that in my mind!)
4.. I need to do something special for the kids.
Well I do not do that quite a much as I used to. In other words I have tried to quit lying to myself about some things, and I realized I have aged out of some of the promises or thoughts. Then there is #2 above, WE are trying to do that. Most folks will agree with that.
It is amazing, I look at the tools I have stored and I look at some of the other things in our ‘Trailer’, and I say most of this stuff is junk. I got mad at the snakes for not doing their job of ridding the trailer of the rats and mice, I wanted to just kill them (but I didn’t, they said they would do better). Sherry ain’t too happy to share the space with snakes, but snakes are not messy or destructive like rats and mice. (Now folks I’m not talking Rattlers and Copperheads here, just our friendly Blacksnakes.)
PS: When someone says, “The last thing I want to do is hurt you.” Does that mean that it's still on the list.